"There comes a point when you just love someone. Not because they’re good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn’t mean you’ll be together forever. It doesn’t mean you won’t hurt each other. It just mean you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it."
+ 11.13.2011 / 107 notes / via venebelle
"I love you so much I’ll never be able to tell you; I’m frightened to tell you. I can always feel your heart. Dance tunes are always right: I love you body and soul: —and I suppose body means that I want to touch you and be in bed with you, and I suppose soul means that I can hear you and see you and love you in every single thing in the whole world asleep or awake."
+ 11.06.2011 / 15 notes / via venebelle
"Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. I still cannot understand how he could abandon me so unceremoniously, without any sort of goodbye, without looking back even once. That pain is like an axe that chops at my heart."
+ 10.28.2011 / 62 notes / via venebelle
"There is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. The person who defines your understanding of love isn’t different than anyone else, and they’re often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really, want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else."
+ 10.12.2011 / 161 notes / via venebelle
"I wanted to tell him that I will never be sorry for loving him. That in a way, I still do - that maybe I always will. I’ll never regret a single thing we did together because what we had was very special. Maybe if we were ten years older, it would have worked out differently. Maybe. I think it’s just that I’m not ready for forever."
+ 10.06.2011 / 29 notes / via venebelle